D-I-S-C-O-B-I-S-C-U-I-T ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Scan Complete I really miss writing in here like I used to. Maybe I will try to again. Let's see...Friday night I went to the bar with my cousin. There were these really tall lanky girls dancing on the dance floor and they looked really awkward. Most of the girls had really ugly outfits on. For some reason I think I have a superior sense of style compared to others, which I probably do not. Saturday night I went to a party in the woods with my friend. The guy who owns the property drove his camper out there so the girls would have a place to pee. I was very excited about that. I got really drunk and myself and some guys lined empty beer cans up and hit them with golf clubs. I went in the camper at one point to use the bathroom and I slipped and fell and smacked my head on a doorknob. The grass was wet and my sneakers had crappy traction, plus I had too much to drink. I sat on the floor for awhile trying to regain my senses. My friend and I left awhile later..i'm not sure why. There were tents set up to sleep in and a camper so I don't know why we drove home. When I woke in the morning I had dried blood caked on my head from when I hit the doorknob. Ew. I had tried to stay awake that night for fear that I may have had a concussion but I ended up passing out. I really like that show Hoarders. I think in part, because I can sort of relate. I am in no way as extreme of a hoarder as the people on the show but I believe I have a touch of it. I give names and personalities to inanimate objects and therefore become attached to them. This has steadily decreased as I have gotten older so i'm sure I will outgrow it. I think the biggest problem I have is I feel that if I throw something away I will loose the memory attached to it. I had an in-depth conversation with my friend Molly the other night about peoples coping mechanisms. Hers is food. I have several...cigarettes, alcohol, drugs, shopping, and sex. (That last sentence made me sound like a materialistic promiscuous addict haha.) However lately, I have no money so I am not really shopping. I'm not sleeping with anyone and i'm getting a hair follicle drug test which I have been preparing for so i'm not doing any drugs. This has upped my alcohol intake. Everyone has their own vices in life, just some are more socially acceptable. 2:13 a.m. - 2010-06-01 |
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